Marlon Brando as Stanley Kowalski in A Streetcar Named Desire (1951)
So I was on meds for quite a long time. And they worked pretty well for a while until I was fed up with some side effects. I’ve been off them for a couple of years now and things have gotten worse as time passes.
I got myself out of a couple of toxic situations and I felt safe. So for the first time I had no real reason to “feel bad” so I was fine but then it started creeping in and now I tend to feel absolutely broken , I panic over a lot of things I was able to do before and I’m just not ok.
I was actually in a crappy situation when I was younger but my issues come from me, even if everything is fine around me. The problem is not my surroundings anymore, but what’s within me. I mean, I knew that already, but for the past couple of years I’ve been watching it slowly unfold before my eyes. And it is not getting any better.
I’m not doing meds again but I’m trying to find natural alternatives for it. I don’t know why I thought I could handle it on my own, but I can’t. And I’m not looking for a magic herb that will cure me brand new, but just a way to cope with everyday life.
Hopefully I can have quieter days and a little less pain. I’ll let you know if I do.
Peculiar elección de almohada Chiquis.
the first person that masturbated must have been like YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
"I think your whole life shows in your face and you should be proud of that."
Betty Joan Perske aka Lauren Bacall | September 16, 1924.